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WE GET AN IDEA of the taste of positive emotion for a moment of something so blessed and so filled with a feeling of bliss that nothing whatever of love-hate emotions associated with false conscience acquired from outside by imitation along lines of cause, crusade and agenda which so negatively infest our public education system can ever be compared with it. It is life- of-itself abnormal public education that implants and forms our personalities from outside what is called "feeling fine" which is the usual response to that mechanical question: "How are you?" as well as other "positive-emotional implants" and so-called "positive thinking" emotions such as "feeling fit" and "on top of the world," self- admiration, etc. and included with all of this is that deranged idea of ideas which for so many years was pumped over the radio by a local public official: "do a random act of kindness and have a better day as a result" which, of course, can only work half of the time and the real world proof of this simple and undeniable fact is that such "positive emotions" as can only be learned and imitated from outside are turned in a single moment into negative emotion. All real and positive emotions come from Real "I" and their quality is such that they have no opposites in them. This is to say that they are of the Holy Spirit. They are "Yes AND No"--not "Yes OR No." No one can create, call forth, or make a positive emotion as people in terms of life of itself would have us believe. I actually discovered it as a momentary but fine and refreshing sensation of a real and positive feeling of joy and freedom when I witnessed a rare response by someone who was asked by someone else "in passing" in the usual mechanical manner: "How are you?" by a bureaucrat from one of the local foundations and his response was immediate, that is, it was spontaneous as well as direct: "I am here, and I am going there" with a sort of derision not towards the bureaucrat but to mechanical behavior itself . . . and that young man seemed to be glowing with a feeling of freedom as though in a state of self-realization and with not the slightest manifestation whatever of acquired remorse that usually goes hand-in-hand with a false conscience implanted from outside and then feelings of freedom and joy also spontaneously arose from within myself as a "willing witness" as well as "testament" at that self-same moment of bliss. This is the Real Conscience that tells us when we are working for ordinary life of itself or for the sake of what is good, that is, for one's aim to go inwards nearer to what is real, to Real "I." James Wyly